Friday, December 28, 2012

Windshield


Indian gang-rape victim commits suicide
The News International (Pakistan), 28 December 2012

If the last thing to pass
through a fly’s tiny brain
when it collides
your windshield is its arse,
could it be that anything
is better than remembering
a too-short life wasted
eating shit?

Or worse:
long days endured
retching on the aftertaste
of a girl’s ringed fingers
caked in fresh semen
pressing down on
your tongue to prevent
your crying for help
while her two male friends
take it (that is, you) in turns
to celebrate Diwali.

Who would have thought
you could envy a fly?
But to choose is to be human
so choose your own poison.


(c) 2012 Slush Poet

Friday, December 14, 2012

Missing the match in McDonald’s


Child abuse allegations soar in wake of Savile scandal
Telegraph, 14 December 2012

The kids leave half what he bought them
he forgot to hold the lettuce and pickle again
they doodle with fries in ketchup spills
and form conspiracies like wilful girls will

they have learned well from their mother
how deep they can cut him before he bleeds
he won’t open his novel as much as he wishes
he could pick up where he left off

no time is more lonely than at the weekend
strangers stare is if they can’t be seen
men tell themselves it won’t happen to them
women stop speaking if he raises his hand
he knows that they too are thinking
ahead to bath time and goodnight kisses.

(c) 2012 Slush Poet

Wednesday, December 12, 2012

Zombies


Syria fires Scud missiles on its own people
Telegraph, 12 December 2012

We don’t much mind the bombers
or even their shotgun riders
in fact, we give them names
say there goes that Jerry or Hans
there’s a bloke lives down our street
calls one of the pilots Uncle Jack

you get a good look at their faces
the sorrow as they count our houses
deep down they’re just like our boys
up there shitting themselves
one hand on their frozen bollocks
the other fast to their controls

and only some Helga in the Fatherland
keeps them from ditching on English soil,
gifting themselves to the home guard
rather than waiting for a Hurricane.
No, it’s the zombies that keep us awake
droning Wir fürchten nichts overhead.


(c) 2012 Slush Poet

Friday, December 7, 2012

Live with it


Cancer strikes more people but death rates are falling
METRO, 7 December 2012

People ask me how
and why I learned to live
with the constant threat

and it’s none of their concern,
but in truth it is their concern
that’s now the only thing

can make me
in moments of weakness
lower my guard enough to cry.

My friend found a tumor
benign, inoperable
a constant aid to mindfulness.

My husband has a feeble heart
that even with a surgeon’s stent
is too weak to feel

anything but impotent rage.
He has learned to express himself
and I to live with it.


(c) 2012 Slush Poet

Wednesday, December 5, 2012

City nest

Birds line nests with cigarette butts to repel pests
The Telegraph, 5 December 2012

There’s a bird in the Aussie bush
builds bowers out of bottle tops.
At my crash-pad in London I employ
scented candles to mask the stench
of fresh emulsion, halogen magic
to enshadow the whitened walls, and prise
the crown from an ice-cold Foster's
to flush away the tastes of the city.
A blackbird hops along my window ledge
toting a bloodied syringe in its bill
drawn I suppose to its glinting steel
or the ripe red berry sealed in the vial.
I watch my blackbird spirit away
its prize into the foliate reaches
of the plane tree opposite my balcony
when suddenly the penny drops
that the twisted butts of spliffs
and burnt foils scattered under the tree
aren’t after all the aftermath of kids
but fall-out from construction overhead.
From my window I can’t see
through the canopy of palmate leaves
what jamboree of bric-a-brac
the blackbird has found its project needs
so my thirst for the story’s reveal
impels me to the littered foot of the tree
where on the cracked and swollen flags
lie several empty condom packs
the fruits of whose deflowered seeds
aren’t hung nearby, so I construe
those sheaths weren’t hatched in situ
and my bird is building a thatch
up there of a most unnatural nature.
Still those infernal vernal leaves
conceal from me the blackbird’s folly,
the lure to my itching curiosity
stubbornly still beyond my reach.
And a London plane is not a tree
that’s easily scaled, so I run to retrieve
my three-in-one extendable ladder
and rest its staves on the lowest bough.
I clamber up into the plane
whose wooden heart hammers a metre
too slow and subtle for us to hear
and sap-like I’m drawn by capillary action
into the void of its cavernous sphere
where daylight, shattered, lies scattered
in coruscating geometries that come
and vanish again before they’re seen,
a universe cloaked in constellations
blinking in and then out of being.
And from the still axis of this turmoil sings
the blackbird, its nest like a mirrorball
laced with tinsel and shreds of sequined
smalls, held together with earrings
and paper clips, ring pulls and nappy pins,
lined with tampons and cigarette ends.
Adapting to the spectrum shift
my eyes are drawn to a gap in the leaves
through which can be glimpsed now and again
a flickering tableau like a TV screen.
How otherworldly from here it seems
with its halogen lights and candle flames
casting shadows on the lonely walls
and forming stars in the amber bottles
collecting on the windowsill.


(c) 2012 Slush Poet

Tuesday, December 4, 2012

Waiting for the R Train


Man dies after being pushed in front of NYC subway train
Wired Update, 4 December 2012

The slightest nudge has changed his perspective
fletched his attention to a focal point
tunnel vision infects the panoply of his senses
blue scented air charges from a tunnel’s jaw
a Mexican wave of synchronized stolen breaths
and the ground beneath his prone body rucks up too
like an undertow before a tidal wave

and he feels the dead weight of anger and hatred
the alienation of being, the sorrow of clinging
and, as he casts those traitors away
discovers the immensity of here and now
and starts to rise up, at first to his feet
but doesn’t stop there, rising up before the train
his own death inconceivable, at least to him.

(c) 2012 Slush Poet